Because of you, I stay up crying most nights. I think of us and are further and lately it’s nothing. I use to lay in bed and smile about our further. Remember those three little kids we were planning on having, remember that Lab and that house up north.. Kinda seems like you don’t. Kinda seems like your further is something else now. I know you will be gone for awhile but didn’t I tell you I will always be by your side. I just want you to know, that further of ours sounds really good still, to me at least….