I sometime’s wonder if you even care anymore. I seems like i’m the only one thats trying to save us… You use to make me feel like I was on top of the world, I now feel like i’m back down at the South pole… You use to make me believe that I could do anything and be anything I want, now I feel like the most I can do is lay in bed and cry. I know you will never read this but I just want you to know, that it hurts what your doing, it kills me inside…. I know you say you still love me but it doesn’t seem like it…. I love you